If you go, they'll say you're following
If you don't, then you're too good for them
If you smile, you must be ignorant
If you don't, what's your problem?
If you're down, so ungrateful
And if you're happy, why so selfish?
You can't win, no you can't win, no
The one who doesn't quite fit in
Underdressed under your skin
Oh, a walking disaster
Everytime you try to fly you end up fallin'
Out of line
Oh you can't
You can't win no
If you're thin, call it a walkin' disease
If you're not, they're all screamin' "obese"
If you're straight, why aren't you married yet?
If you're gay, why aren't you waving a flag?
If it's wrong, you'll never hit
If it's right, you'll always miss
You can't win, no you can't win, no
The one who doesn't quite fit in
Underdressed under your skin
Oh a walking disaster
Everytime you try to fly you end up fallin'
Out of line
Oh you can't
You can't win no
And you try, you try so hard
But I swear it on your heart
And you play, you play the game
But you pay, you pay for it
You can't win, no you can't win, no
If you speak, you'll only piss them off
If you don't, you're just another robot
If you stop, they'll just say you quit
If you don't, you might lose your sh...
You can't win, no you can't win, no
The one who doesn't quite fit in
Underdressed under your skin
Oh, a walking disaster
Everytime you try to fly you end up fallin'
Out of line
Oh you can't
You can't win no
I can't win
The one who doesn't quite fit in
Underdressed under your skin
Oh a walking disaster
Everytime you try to fly you end up fallin'
Out of line
Oh you can't
You can't win no
Cold, wet, covered in sweat
I awake, unsure of my fate
The moon glows bright, lighting up the night
My heart pounds, though she can’t hear sound
Eyes wide, my body starts to fight
One that it will never win
I get up, and just my luck
My foot catches the sleeping bag as I start off
I hold my breath, one, two, three, four
Still she doesn’t stir
I stumble out into the open
Under my feet the ground is frozen
The aches and the pains begin to reign
As my body slowly gives up
The fight it can never win
I try to get as far away as I’m let
Before it becomes too much to bear
Before my vision blurs, and I’m too scared
To move
I fall to ground, still not making a sound
The forest sleeps, and anyone who creeps
Cannot be heard by human ears
But soon, I will hear them all
Each footstep, each movement, each leaf that falls
I clench my hands into fists, my heavy breath is mist
I can’t cry out
Or make a sound
As my body accepts defeat
In the fight it can never win
The pain is almost unbearable
My clothes are no longer wearable
Stripping down, in more ways than one
My memories start to fade away
Forgotten until the light of day
Brings me back
In another lethal attack
I am gone
I am no more
Off I run
In in the moonlight
The dark doesn’t affect my sight
And I forget
You’d think I’d be thankful
For the few precious moments
My mind isn’t full
To the brink of thoughts I think
Each day
About you
About me
About us
About she
And she
And he
And what was
And what will be
And what won’t
And what can’t
And if it was
And if it wasn’t
What I would feel
What you would feel
About where they went
About where they are
Each scar
Holds a different memory
But to me
At night
When my body loses the fight
It can never win
They’re all blur
No names
Just pictures
Run away
From myself
And forget
But in the morning it isn’t worth it
Isn’t worth waking up
And not remembering
The night before
The memories are gone
But the pain is still there
I find my way back
And pick myself up
Pretend in never happened
Like everyone is taught
Pretend you don’t know
Don’t act like you do
Because, when you do
More is expected of you
And it hurts more
But you do
Deep down
You know
You don’t tell
I don’t tell
I forget
For you
Whether you care or not
I don’t know
But still
I go
I pick myself up
I dust myself off
And get back in the fight
The
one
I’ll
never
win
one
I’ll
never
win
Almost at 35,000,
-Alice :)
-Alice :)
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